the BiRthDaY giRL
Actually..i juz dunno how to start my post...should i type it happily..or should i be sad..because i'm feeling both..
i'd turned 30!..
gosh..what had i achieved during these 30 years?...
well..let me see....i went to a small kindergarten..a primary school...living with granny..went to secondary school..travel to Taiwan..travel to Brunei...went for matriculation..being a university student..had my industrial training at a big company..got my degree...jobless for a year.....travel main city in borneo..working as a lecturer...get married...being a wife..then being a mother.....
and i had done that in 30 years...how about you?
i felt happy and blessed because as a woman..i had complete the cycle of being a woman...and for that..i thank God Almighty for giving me a good parent..a good husband and a lovely daughter....
i also felt sad and scare because the number is getting larger..larger number means bigger responsibilty..and greater challenge...and i felt that i'm not ready for that..how i wish i can turn back time to become a 17 yrs old girl...
but..no matter what and how i feel..i cant stop the time..but i can cherish every moment in my life and appreciating everything in front of me....never take things for granted anymore...give more love..
hepi birthday to myself..the Ordinary Lady...........may Allah bless my life....
i'd turned 30!..
gosh..what had i achieved during these 30 years?...
well..let me see....i went to a small kindergarten..a primary school...living with granny..went to secondary school..travel to Taiwan..travel to Brunei...went for matriculation..being a university student..had my industrial training at a big company..got my degree...jobless for a year.....travel main city in borneo..working as a lecturer...get married...being a wife..then being a mother.....
and i had done that in 30 years...how about you?
i felt happy and blessed because as a woman..i had complete the cycle of being a woman...and for that..i thank God Almighty for giving me a good parent..a good husband and a lovely daughter....
i also felt sad and scare because the number is getting larger..larger number means bigger responsibilty..and greater challenge...and i felt that i'm not ready for that..how i wish i can turn back time to become a 17 yrs old girl...
but..no matter what and how i feel..i cant stop the time..but i can cherish every moment in my life and appreciating everything in front of me....never take things for granted anymore...give more love..
hepi birthday to myself..the Ordinary Lady...........may Allah bless my life....
